Looking Forward
“When hell freezes over!”
My dearly beloved intoned,
Responding to my request for a hot buttered cinnamon roll.
Not an unpleasant thought,
Not at all.
Free of matrimonial bonds
In the realm of human weakness,
Bundled up against the sudden change in climate,
Sipping hot chocolate
While the scent of warm cinnamon
Drifts lazily into my nostrils
From the buffet of frosted pastries.
O yes, when hell freezes over,
Now there’s something to look forward to.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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Lost
It was her favorite ring.
At least it seemed so after she lost it,
Taken off her finger and put in her shirt pocket
To keep it clean while pulling a few weeds
In her overgrown garden.
It was the ring he gave her,
A line of tiny diamonds in the oval opening
Of the brilliant gold setting,
Sparkling jewels erupting
From the entrance of a golden cave.
It was the ring he gave her
When they were entranced,
When she was so sure
The enchantment would last forever,
Now lost,
Unintentionally discarded among the detritus,
Unconsciously abandoned,
Belonging now to that place where lost things go.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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Letting Go
When my son was small
We were walking through a great crowd,
In my dream,
And I felt his little fingers slip
From my hand
And he was swallowed up by the world.
Sometimes, I still take his hand
To make that connection
Between boy and man,
To know he is still safe
In this dangerous place.
But he is so much older now
And feels awkward,
Embarrassed by the act,
And because I understand
The boy is not the man,
I let go.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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My Children Come To My Deathbed
My children come to my deathbed,
Filled with momentous thoughts
And feelings,
Eager for resolution
And change.
My father is dying,
The silent mantra,
My father is dying,
My father is dying.
I want to tell them something,
Something I see so clearly now,
Something that explains so much,
Without explaining,
Just a word,
But I cannot move my lips,
No longer in control of this machine.
They each kiss my cheek
And leave the room,
Finished.
At last the word I struggle to produce
Comes forth,
Like a newborn I cry out
But my children are gone,
And the lady who is paid to sit alone
In the corner of the room
Turns the pages of her magazine
And does not hear.
~ Russ Allison Loar
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